March 2008
1 post
To dream of tomorrow, is to say that I am going to...
I have a new love for music and everything associated with it. I want to try and make my own song soon, I guess everyone really is an aspiring artist.
February 2008
1 post
I dont read hieroglyphics, but you paint a pretty...
Your words coax my thoughts. Your music entices my dreams.
January 2008
3 posts
go to bed, kid, dreams only come true when you...
Home. Can’t wait, to see the look in your eyes. Wonder if I’m looking at the same stars as you.
you're a closet drunk.
The more I dig for something deep and clever, is when I realize most, I’m just normal. My mind is nothing but ordinary. My goals nothing but imaginary. Reach for the stars, never give up. It hasn’t worked for me. Good luck.
run from your dreams, they turn into nightmares
A new year, a fresh start. Starting with broken dreams,and a broken heart. “it will be better this year” I’m ready to leave here, but I was ready for that from the start. Our goodbyes kill me in my dreams. I wake up hollow, they feel real every time. You think I can do better, well I can’t do any worse. You are my biggest fan, I am my worst enemy.
December 2007
6 posts
take it or leave it
Majority rules, we are the minority, the fools. “it doesn’t get any better then this, you have to make the best of what you got” You have to work hard to work harder.life is not just something you can gamble and barter. How many times can I give up on myself before I realize I need to just fix things. Giving up only makes life worse. I wish you would listen to me but I think you...
my best has never been good enough
“it will get better” If this is better I don’t want it. Maybe I want great.
this place is a ghost town...
“I hold grudges like I hold hand grenades.” My open letter to him: Dear god, Thank you for not existing. Love, The one you left behind
Cant lose you
It was hard to fight back the tears, crying eyes are all I hear. “I’ll call more often” But I know you won’t answer. Growing up is the hardest choice you will ever make. Holding true to every mistake. I need you, hoping you feel the same. I lost track of time, no one to blame. adult thoughts, from an adolecent mind. I would tell you things have changed. But progress...
"when i grow up i want to be somebody"
Its now quiet. Not only in my room, but in my head. I miss you more today, But I know I will get to see you tomorrow. Too bad tomorrow never turns into today. “hold me close and never let go” I should have listened the first time around. your mind is a lost cause, a heart beat then a long pause. You have hopes and dreams, but don’t we all. Like every empire at one point we fall....
loosing the winning battle
Life as of now. Still here unfortuantly. Lack of sleep, loss of words. My mind is going crazy. Thinking of you makes my mind race. Can’t do both at the same time.
